Who else has emotional flashbacks? I feel like the last 20 months has been one big trigger happy, trauma inducing opportunity to heal, but it's a minefield I don't ever want to navigate again. I've written songs that I feel proud of and made myself visible in new ways, and now I don't know how to get out of the house and practise all the new stuff I've learned and test drive my new look.
I can't wait to exhale. It still doesn't feel quite safe and I'm so envious of the ones that are running around like it's NYE, can't join 'em, don't wanna beat 'em.
I can't wait to release my album Dreamland .... which will be next year now.
Peace and love xx TLD